I'm going to start this with a song:

''It was just another story written on the second page
Underneath the Tiger's football score
It said he was only eighteen, a boy about my age
They found him face down on the bedroom floor

There'll be services on Friday at the Lawrence Funeral Home
Then out on Mooresville highway, they'll lay him 'neath a stone...

How do you get that lonely, how do you hurt that bad
To make you make the call, that havin' no life at all
Is better than the life that you had
How do you feel so empty, you want to let it all go
How do you get that lonely... and nobody know


Did his girlfriend break up with him, did he buy or steal that gun?
Did he lose a fight with drugs or alcohol?
Did his Mom and Daddy forget to say I love you son?
Did no one see the writing on the wall?

I'm not blamin' anybody, we all do the best we can
I know hindsight's 20/20, but I still don't understand...

How do you get that lonely, how do you hurt that bad
To make you make the call, that havin' no life at all
Is better than the life that you had
How do you feel so empty, you want to let it all go
How do you get that lonely... and nobody know

It was just another story printed on the second page
Underneath the Tiger's football score... ''

-Blaine Larson - How do you get that lonely.

No-one knows.
No-one ever knows exactly why. That's why this song is so appropriate. Because the tugers football score...to others it seems insignificant.
He was eighteen.
No one knows why. Apart from his mum. Who found him. Hanging from a tree in their back garden.

R.I.P JOSH BRAND.
17/02/2008

Tatoos.
Avenged Sevenfold.
Ciggerettes.

These are the things that will keep your memory forever on this earth.
May you be happier where you are now.
And fuck all the little emo's who say ''Oh my god my life sucks i'm gunna kill myself''And cut their arm once for attention. If they really were depressed, they would go about boasting it. And they wouldnt pretend to kill themselves. I'm gunna smack the next fucking emo who pretends to be depressed. Unless they have mental problems obvs. But no attention seekers.

Cause Josh mate, you meant it. You did it. We miss you. Sometimes when a person spends all their time making others happy no-one notices their upset.

Rock on buddy.

xxx