THERE HAS TO BE SUN FOR THERE TO BE A SHADOW

Yesterday I was thinking. *shock bloody horror!* And decided, as vain as it may sound, i'm actually quite proud of myself. For my ability to get through things, whatever they are. Cause I just tend to get on with things. Ok, it might seem a little like I dont have a heart, or any feelings, but hell I do, just aseveryone else does.

And it seems, every relationship I seem to care less with now, cause i was getting more used to getting hurt. But then I decided. Whoever im dating isnt the last person, and if I dont give it a try, then of course it'll go wrong. ANd loving someone oerfectyl is not finding the perfect person pefectly, but perfectly inding the imperfect person. Yup.

Im making sense to myself at least.

And I decided, whatver I hold onto, it lets me down. Apart from one thing. Music. It's never let me down. {Well, apart from McFly, they;'re crap, lol.} So music is becoming a bigger and bigger part of my life. I'm ALWAYS listening to or playing it or writing songs in my head or singing to myself. It's become somewhat of an obsession that I rely on and wont let me down. Also, my taste in music is broadeneing. I used to just like rock but now I also like death metal, R'n'B, classical and blues. Nothing I dont like infact. And my favourite song right now is Rihanna and Umbrela but I cant seem to find it to download it

I'm down to earth n my own little world.......where people are music notes

Also, I have a job now Eco Park. A little theme park by Gullivers Land which is part of it. Wooo.

Still not entirly sure on my future career...I mean, yeah I wanan be a police woman, but even though I havnt taken the right subjects, social workr is becoming more and more appealing...

Anyway, thats my ramble about nothing in particular.

Hold strong people

The present is just a pleasent interuption to the past

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