First of all it was hell. I randomly burst into tears. I felt like death. I blocked myself off from social things. I listened to songs that didn't really help.
MCR-I don't love you
James Blunt-goodbye my lover
Bon Jovi-I will love you always
And I listened to our three songs.
Infact, I was so upset that I thought maybe I should try and get you back. After all, it was sort of my fault. My fault you said you loved me and always would but now say your not sure if you even do anymore. That you said you'de choose me over him anyday but then go for him....
On my quest to get you back, I thought I'de learn to play your favourite song, which is one of our songs. But to do that i'de have to learn to play piano. So I got my dad's keyboard out, rented out a few books from the library, and got going.
But as I was playing I realised how beautiful it sounded. How I could create something so wonderful with just my fingures. Then I realised what was wrong, and what I needed to do.
I neede to get out of Tunnel Vision
Something I made up. It's where you get so envolved and in love with someone that they're all you see, think about, and live for. Then, when you get out of the Tunnel you realise how beautiful the rest of the world is. It may have changed a little since you left it, but it's still as amazing.
So, I stuck on Bon Jovi's 'Unbreakable' and smiled.
Next day, had a day out with mates and had lots of fun. I remembered how wonderful they were. Are should I say.And there i was., Out of Tunnel Vision.

And that, is how I got over you.

In less than a week. So come on world, I've had it all now, so throw what you got at me. Cause this girl isn't backing down. Isn't breaking down for nothing. She's stronger than ever before and ready for whatever is thrown at her. So watch out. Cause whatever she does, she'll be smiling.